aaahhh. its been so so so long since ive updated tis stupid blog.. anyways i haf an ext impt news to tell those of ya who dont know yet....... i am employed!!!!!!!! hahahh.. amazing man. considering how long ive been slackg. hee. anyways.... its qt terrible!! i mean da ppl der are nice and all at uob at novena square... but when redemption time is near..... its living hell!!! since last wed to tis coming wed....i haf been n wil be working from 9am to sometimes even 12am!!!!!!! terrible terrible....... ahahhas. due to my long hrs. ive act managed to earn $404 in 4 days!!! but ya'll wont be getting any treats soon... cos i aint receiving my pay anytime soon man. ahahhas. besides transport is a killer considering we're paying bloody adult fare!!! BEEP! tts all i hear n its saddening. hai. ahhaha. SO GLENN IF URE READING THIS PLS PLS PLS FETCH ME ARD IN UR CAR K? U PROMISED!!!!!! ahahahs. ill owe u dearly for it n luvya lots too! hahaha. rmb to charge cheap or not at all hor. -grins- aahh.. its alr one am and i haf work tmr.. how horrible is tt. ahaha but since ev1 goes to work late. i shall go late too (: der are pics ya'll can see. but its linked to mianz blog. hee. updating ipod now....... all the lovely lovely songs i jus uploaded makes me feel sooooooooo happy! ahhahas. its amazing wat music can do man. oh man tink im tokg crapz. okay anw.. to all those few pple out there.... u know who u are...... i luvya alot still!!! msg me n meet up hor! X)

aah.. miss school..!!! cant blif im saying this considering tt ive been dying to get outta cj. ahahahs. speaking of schools!! i cant blif wat ey did to sn!! ey completely discoloured disfigured......... made it so ugly!!!! hai. jus terrible i tell ya. all ex sn girls pls go take a look man. hopefully da wonderful food hfnt changed. mms. actually ah. its times like dese tt i miss all da pple that ive drifted so far from!!! like pork.. wyn.. angie... even char cheri n ser included!!! its qt sad reali. hmms. hope del hurrys back!!! miss our good ol times in sn. i knw ive said it plenty of times but yeah its true!!! it was so fun back en. wish i cld remain in my secondary years forever!!! (: hmm... watching news now. the tsunami ting is terriblee. hmm. after watching so many hrs of it everyday. u cant help feel blue too eh? hur. shall go back to my harry now larh. its exciting! ahahs. my dad wants me to join his reflexlogy courses... for free of course... looks like im gna be a pro soon! hahahas. all dear frens of mine u want a massage?? hahahs can.... ill gifya a discount! whahahas. jk. so glad my sis is back. altho shes leaving real soon. lotsa ppl aare leavin actually.... small jess... szu... jean.. angie left alr (i din even knw! hai) flo's gg soon too!!! hmm.. der are many pple i reali wanna meet up with but haf yet tooo!!!
kat del chow jac ct cc jose yy t'08 flo glenn
if u twits are reading dis.... HURRY SETTLE A DATE!!! ahhahas. got many outings ahead too!!!
virn --- movie!!! (anywhere!! preferably cheap too! hee. )
snbt --- east coast ah... cant waita blade lor!!
cjbt ---- bbq.. when is our farewell ever gna take place man. hahahs
jose --- i wanna go ur hse!!! :)
4L twits ---- bbq when del gets back!!
kat & flo & glenn ---- sakae!!! ahahahs. badm also can!
yy --- anything larh u!! so busy all da time. hahah.
ping --- scrabble mahjong bridge cluedo!!!
ping & del --- job hunting!!!!
michelle(my dearest cousin) --- any outing! hahah.

mm. days have passed. jeans finally returning to spore...!!! AGAIN! but only for 3days. hai. qt sad abt it. oh well. much ado abt nth. got many many plans ahead!!! east coast with my dearest snbt pplee!!! hahaha. (suzie!! ul be able to see my cap waist pouch n superb cyclin and bladin skills! hee) lotsa food outings with pinger. outgs with char cheri ser hs n jean of course. and jose jose!!! (so sorry i took so long to reply dearie!! we shall meet up soon!!!) ahahas. din reali feel da xmas spirit dis yr. in fact ... i felt so off tt i actually cried while watchg dis xmas show on hbo. ahhahs. psycho... thanks to shuwens confirmation... i realise i get a bit high on pomelos. wahhahh.. its not sinful rite? dno why she says it is. hahahas.. met pau today at happy dogs for happy pple. got sucha huge shock! pretty awkward.. din reali knw wota say either. guess we jus hfnt met in sucha long time. all she cld say was... URE SO DIFFERENT NOW I CLD HARDLY RECOGNISE U. i changed tt much mehz? i hardly tink i changed at all. ahhas. jus acquired 5 $6 movie tix for shows at shaw towers!!! anyone interested to catch a movie hurry arrange asap!!! ahahhas. its valid till 31st march!!! :) shoik ah! mmm. alrite gta hurry koon liaos. gta spend da whole day with my mom n sis!! shopping prolly. hee. maybe ill get my new digi cam en...!! X)

wow... im impressed


You are Purple Sheep, who is gentle toward people, and likes to take care of others. You are kind and possess graceful attraction. You will not oppose to others, and no matter what, you always take a passive attitude.You don't express your inner emotions easily, and will not actively lead others. You tend to always take a safer path, and are rather timid. You will not do anything adventurous.Your type of women tends to have high aspirations, and hold huge expectation and ideals toward others. Therefore, in contradiction, you may be feeling dissatisfaction on the inside.Your personality is very cautious, and have observing eyes. You are good at reading other people's minds and feelings. And you don't get wrong. You tend to manipulate people by using talent. You are also very intelligent and have great kowledge. You are always thinking of interests, before acting.You tend to be rather temperamental person. And once you make up your mind, you don't easily change, and can be obstinate. Although you value relationships with others, you also like being on your own. Therefore you may suffer from your own contradiction.Although you are a passive sort of person, you do possess perseverance and are a person of action. Once you are on fire, you show unbelievable energy. You like dressing up, so you are suited to follow your career than staying at home.

i love ms adele pillai (hahah.. yeah u know i do)


okay.. i've been swimming with my sis... (more tanning tho) ahhas cycling too! oh god. its so tiring... we'll cycle all da way up to upper pierce n catch shrimps n fishes n stuff for our 2 dragon fishes at home. hees. pretty fun but EXTREMELY TIRING...!!! managed ta get a tan doin tt too! bwahas. gg shopg with my evadearest chow again tmr... del joinin us later.. hope ill manage ta have our um clique (i guess) dinner.. b4 i gta rush home. hees. hafnt played tennis yet despite all my various efforts ta org it. haiz. i give up on org alr larh. some pple just piss me off so much...!!! ugh. jus spent da last few hrs at jeans hse. stayed ova twice alr. hahas den tmr nite deyr all cumg ova ta stay. ahahahas. tink we;re seein each other a bit too much!!! jean's inspired me ta volunteer ata zoo. which i wldnt mind actually. it was pretty fun even tho it was mainly for the cip hrs inta past. hahahs.. love mahjonging! trashed jean and da gu today! cant blif we actually played with our grand aunt. glad we all got closer larh. ahhas was qt funny actually... our comm broke down so many times due to jean's & my lousy.. totally cannot make it understanding of hokkien. hahas. its times like dese that i realise how much i miss my kacheng. dunno why recently i miss char alot too!!! its so fun to just talk to her. too bad she wun be readg this. ahhas OH MY GOD. I JUS SAW HS IN A DRESS!!! hahahas. my first time ever. okay side track. aahh forget it. shall go slp liaos. :)

YAY!!
very very happy...!!!! not only cos the As jus ended.. but i just went shopping tanning and MAHJONG!!! ahahahs. all with pple i love so dearly..! hees. yay. bought lotsa new stuff.. spent like 100 over shopping w chow vinnie jac and ct! hees. chow is my best shopg buddy lors!!!! taste um.. not the same lar but very good shopg partners!!! cos we go the same places same pace and stuff X) hees. den this morn went tanning... with vinnie chow and cc...!!! del was happily lounging in my parents room messing up da bed and rune-ing away!!! wah lao.. she better pay my electricity bill lors. she used da comp for like nearly 10 hrs! hahahas. den aft that ate pratty prataaa!!! wonderful!!! hees. we were all dressed so grossly.. aahhahs.. wota sight to see.. hahahas. den headed home for more bridge den MAHJONG! it was the funniest ever!!! we played blitz mahjong and added many new verbs in it!! ahahhas... like when u put down yi tong u must say panadol!!! er wan must say er2huan2.... er4 tong3 must say bikini! that kinda rubbit. hahahas it was soooooo funny! lolz. played for so long... SANG AND SANG AND DANCED AND DID ALL SORTS OF RUBBISH! cldnt stop laughing and scolding each other. hahahhh... inta end i was da winner!! heees.. tink my poor danny gna get one hell of a nightmare tonite man. ahhas.. den we had a pomelo feast!!! and i learnt one vital lesson from that.. firstly.. never ever sit in btw del and chow cos deyl squirt pomelo juice in ur face and body... secondly.. never let del try to peel the pomelo. ahhas cos her only tool is her mouth!!! hahhahas... well dey just left and 3 of us are sunburnt! ahahahs. damn shiok. wonder if deyr coming over again tmr. lolz. anw.. me and chow are gna shop soon! haahhas. so exciting!!!! must round up more $$ first! heez. i tink wat wld make my hols realli reali wonderful wld be for my sis and jean to return!! angie too! joyce is coming back next tues... jean next next mon... angie onta 11 dec!!! hahahas. we're gna haf so much fun being tourists!! wahahhas.. dunno why suddenly kx and i haf become badminton enthusiasts! we arranged for many many badm outings with both sn and cj pple! hahahas.. one's gna be at my hse next fri... heee. cant wait for the bbq tho.. met suzie in town yst.. gotta shock of my life. wasnt expecting her for another week! hahahas she's the only one who jessica ong's me. hahahas. she still looked the same.. hahahs. still as silly as ever. but oh boy do i ever love her phoneeeee! ahhhh... lovely lovely. hahahas. alriteee... shant blog any longer...

chow del jac ct cc --------- canoeing bbq tannin swimg shopg & gamblin on ah!!!!!!!
jean n hs ----------- tourist tingy!!!
lala cindy yunx ---------- swimming tanning!
yuying ping ----- stay over or tennis or sth! hahahas.

luvya all :) evtg's just wonderful......

war is peace.
freedom is slavery.
ignorance is strength.


ever wondered what its like to live in in a world where every aspect of life is closely monitored? while any hint of unorthodoxy is ruthlessly suppressed by the thought police? where the price of freedom is betrayal?


april 4th 1984.

last night to the flicks. all war films. one very good one of a ship full of refugees being bombed somewhere in the Mediterranean. Audience much amused by shots of a great huge fat man trying to swim away with a helicopter after him. first you saw him wallowing along in the water like a porpoise, then you saw him through the helicopters gunsights , then he was full of holes and the sea round him turned pink and he sank as suddenly as though the holes had let in water. audience shouting with laughter when he sank. then you saw a lifeboat full of children with a helicopter hovering over it. there was a middleaged woman might have been a jewess sitting up in the bow with a little boy about three years old in her arms. little boy screaming with fright and hiding his head between her breasts as if he was trying to burrow right into her and the woman putting her arms round him and comforting him although she was blue with fright herself, all the time covering him up as much as possible as if she thought her ams could keep the bullets off him. then the helicopter planted a 20kilo bomb in among them terrific flash and the boat went all to matchwood. then there was a wonderful shot of a child's arms going up up up right up into the air a helicopter with a camera in its nose must have followed it up and there was a lot of applause from the party seats but a woman down in the prole part of the house suddenly started kicking up a fuss and shouting they dint oughter of showed it not in front of the kids they didnt it aint right not in front of kids it aint unil the police turned her turned her out i dont suppose anything happened to her nobody cares what the proles say typical prole reaction..



interested? ripped off george orwell's 1984. very very interesting! mark my words. its full of unerring and painful satire with startling and vivid images of totalitarian terror. one of the best books ive ever read apart from to kill a mockingbird (this u haf gta read too.. really!) . no kid pple.. this is a book to read!

vhae aolbsytul on iaed thaw im digon esthe dyas! neeb sclakgin ym soootpid sas fof! haiz. so gnnoa ide rfo pelmirs la! yhw ma i awlsya kiel hatt?!? cnat snatd lmsfey seotmiems! grrr.
(try to make sense of it)

del : u twit! i got bruises now all tnks to u la! seriously sufffocated meeeee! the only pain u felt was the stooooooopid pain in ur stomach cos ur laughin too hard at me. thanks ah! i shall nv let u step into my room again. ahhas. next time rem to check if ct is cumg over to play or study man. today was a super unproductive day la! ahahah. dun play too much rune yeah! stop being so bimbotik as well.

ooh..!! i absolutely love orange (:
anw... ive been camping out ata thomson SISSY (go figure) alot lately... its like my.. and many other pples 2nd home! ahahhas... i practically ate all e food that can be eaten at thomson alr la. ahhahas... not surprising considering ive spent the last 4 days there. ahhahs.. v grateful for the lovely company of my classmates becks chels and cait who kept me awake alive and um kinda got me to sit down and do my work... i guess its definitely much more conducive der than at home where i can doze off without anyone poking me and slp comfortably on my wonderful bed for hrs and hrs.. ahhas.. nowadays we even added badm to the list! ahhas its gna fun and of cos v good for our studies... exercising helps make the brain more focused and enables us to concentrate and absorb beta rite? hahah.. its qt surprising to see shiping vincent and zesamine der as well... ahaha.. well at least i made more frens...!! and e best ting abt it is they're all smart pple so i can fire all my qns's at them! hee.. dun worry.. i feed them tonnes of food in return! ahahha.. oh well prelims in exactly 6 days time... i am kinda stressed (duh) but i aint exactly doin netg abt it? hmm.. anw hahaha.. im gna tnk this particular monkey... for making me laugh and keeping me AWAKE during this period of time when our minds tend to wander extremely near all the various temptations we're used to hafg.. hahaha.. thanks to her sillyness retardedness piggish and monkey like behaviour and quirks... i tink i can officially say that... she is one of a kind (this may and may not be a compliment) ahahha. okay i knw ur readin this so dun kill me k? i din mean a single ting i said abt u.. (well almost) ahaha.. yes yes ur a studious nerd who's extremely attached to ur physics book and nv ever dozed off in ur life! ahahas.. ( better appreciate wat i jus said cos im gna take it all back in a matter of min) ahhaas.. anyhoo.. gtg write my hopeless testimonial now... ahhahas. study hard everybody!!! rem we wun hfa choice! (well its the truth aint it?)


jean ---- yes dear pls call me anytime!!!! really really wanna talk to u.. dun tell me the letter i sent is still mia ah. i will jus die... will go to the post office and interrogate every officer i see till i get the letter back to mail it to u again!

everybody cries they say
everybody lies
everybody breathes they say
and everybody dies
but somehow that seems strange to me
that we should all believe
so completely what is given us
shoved in our faces.

can you breath?
for i feel "them" pressing down on me
their weight upon my spine
it crushes me and makes me small
and their rules,
they break my mind :(

she will be loved :)


Wouldn't it be nice if we were older?
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long.
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know it's gonna make it that much
we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray
It might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But let's talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good night baby
Sleep tight baby :)

cant believe you're dead.
its all my fault.
i should have taken note of the signs.
i should have shown more concern
how could i have been so blind
its all my fault
what can i say
im so sorry ):

GLENN : u have seriously changed okae. ahhas. you are hahah-in and lolling! ahhahas.. who's ur love. come on . somebodys gta be resp for changing you so drastically. what happened to the silly man i use to know?!?! ahahha.... we'll see on thurs la huh. ahha X) its okae. i know u love me. haha. niteeeeeeee!

everybody.. please DO NOT watch e village... its e stupidest show i've ever watched in my whole life and a total waste of money. stupid movie. -irritated-

all e mocks are arriving.... and they've decided to arrive together! how nice....

another day has passed.... so glad schs over.. at least for today. time reali seemed to have stooped to a crawl recently.. cant blif the prelims are seriously drawing near. e very thought jus freaks me out!!! hmm. just caught up w cheri recently. a whole wave of euphoria just washed over me when i found out that we were finally able to study this fri at orchard lib!!! been waiting to catch up with her for so long. hope char ser and huishan wld be able to join us. then it wld reali be a gathering! hmmz. am watching spore idol ata moment and it reali amazes me that some people are so blinded with themselves that they reali think they are extremely talented and superiorly vocalized. i must admit though that courage plays a part.... but stupidity and self obsession plays a far bigger part nonetheless. hahah. well at least it serves as a source of amusement. okay.. obviously aint in an extremely gd mood ata moment.. haha.. usually i dun bang pple so much esp pple i dunno. well spore idol is over.. and so is my break. haiz. gotta hit the books again... adious! (:

ooh lovely colour. haha. so bimbotik eh? shall stick to this for the time being. hmmz am talking to cheri on msn now.. it was so funny. even before we actually conversed i was already laughing.. smiling and reminiscing about the good old times we use to share. just by looking at that adorable baby photo of hers. really miss the times when she jean char and i would just talk and do stupid stuff together. we were hardly seperable. yet now we're like all growing distant.. its reali qt a shame. but the saying is true. absence does make the heart grow fonder. and right now.. im feeling alot of both. there are plenty of good frens out there that i've grown further from.. shiping yuying del chow thanya ... too many to say.. hmmz. such an emotional topic.. pretty suitable for the coming of the As. its like an emotional rollercoaster that i cant wait to get out of. but right now.. theres no such thing as getting of halfway.. especially since we're nearing the end. hmmz. dont wanna worry anyone but somehow i feel qt demoralised at the moment. i dont feel like i can make it in the end. pretty sad huh?
its traumatizing. but tnk goodness i haf my classmates beside me whom i know are sharing pretty similar experiences right now. ahhahas. well. its nearly 12 now. shall stop crapping abt how horrible and dreary school life is ata moment and sink instead into the land of dreams. (:

WHO SHOULD LET GO?
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>>
>>
>>
>> > Eleven people were hanging on a rope under a helicopter - ten
>>men and
>> >one woman.
>> > The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they
>>decided that
>> >one
>> >
>> > has to drop off. Otherwise they were all going to fall. They
>>were not
>> >able
>> >
>> > to choose that person, but then the woman made a very touching
>>speech.
>> >
>> >
>> > She said that she would voluntarily let go of the rope, because
>>as a
>> >woman,
>> >
>> > she was used to giving up everything for her husband and kids,
>>and for
>> >men
>> >
>> > in general, without ever getting anything in return. As soon as
>>she
>> >finished
>> >
>> > her speech, all the men started clap! ping their hands..
>> >
>> >
>> >
>> > SEND THIS STORY TO AN INTELLIGENT WOMAN SO THAT SHE HAS
>>SOMETHING TO
>> >SMILE ABOUT TODAY.

Singlish VS English_____
>Everyone should use Singlish because it's much more economical n >effective!
Here's why: > >***** > >

When going shopping_____

> >ENGLISH: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you >want in your size. If you'll give me a moment, I can call the other >outlets for you.

> >SINGLISH: No stock! > >*****


> >When returning a call_____

> >ENGLISH: Hello, this is Mr. Bean. Did anyone page me a few moments >ago?

> >SINGLISH: Hello, who page? > >*****



> >When someone is in the way_____ >

>ENGLISH: Excuse me, I'd like to get by. Will you please make way?

> >SINGLISH: Lai, siam!/Siam hor!/Skius!(Excuse) > >*****




> >When someone offers to pay_____


> >ENGLISH: Hey, put your wallet away. This drink's on me.

> >SINGLISH: No need lah! > >*****



> >When asking for permission_____

> >ENGLISH: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to >enter through this door?

> >SINGLISH: (Points at door) Can pass or not? > >*****



> >When asking to be excused_____

> >ENGLISH: If you would excuse me for a moment, I have to go to the >washroom. Carry on without me, it would only take a moment.

> >SINGLISH: Go toilet! Buay tahan... > >*****



> >When doubting someone_____

> >ENGLISH: I don't recall you giving me the money.

> >SINGLISH Got meh? > >*****


> >When disagreeing on a topic of discussion_____

> >ENGLISH: Err, Tom, I have to stop u there. I understand where you >are coming from but I really have to disagree with what you said >about the policy.

> >SINGLISH: Talk cock lah u! > >*****




> >When asking someone to lower their voice_____

> >ENGLISH: Excuse me, but can you lower your voice? I'm trying to >concentrate over here. > >SINGLISH: Aye, tiam lah! > >*****



> >When asking someone if s/he recognises you_____

> >ENGLISH: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me. Do I know you?
> >SINGLISH: See what see?! Buay Song ah!

now this little phrase here i really love!!! im nota feminist u guys!! well maybe a little.. hahah

++ the average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think ++ (:

heya PEI !!!
hey, din realise u signed my gb like in may? ahahs yeah damn long ago.. but anyhows. hows ya been? i hfnt been seeing u arnd in cj at all... ahhahas. exams are stressing me up man!! tc yep? :)